am I the worst ?

just make me confused with my self this one sentence, "am I the worst ?", I feel it's really deep inside of me
if I can answer it, I will answer with just one word, "yes", because this situation it's almost related to me, then other sentece come "can I correct myself from these situation ?", but till now I'm just stuck here, stuck inside the black hole, all I want just to find the light, just want to follow the light...